Type = "html" > Hello there people,
Thank you for all your support. I think I may be just a statement on this blog and not explain: o)
Yes, the band and I are at the moment doesn't have any friends. I don't know whether it's a head thing or what, but something is wrong. I seem to not feel, feel each other with a band.
My band leaves me half-decent on at least 20 meal. I spend most of my day hungry, starving and only capable of, 'Liquid food'. When I at the end of my tether, I make some mash potatoes or something and try it in munchies food, but more than often does not back me, for hours until the magic still, 20 watershed and then all of a sudden I can do this the whole Bowl.
Then know his bedtime and I, that all chatter starts again the next day.
Some suggest that my band is too narrow. Well, I'm sorry, but you are not. I often have to "take some" road with disastrous consequences. Take a series of saline solution and I spend maybe 400 pounds to get it all up to the correct time again... but disturbing, that show she's never crowned!
No joke. I can be wide open and eat a whole pizza for a filling and able, a half pizza for a different fill and able go out for dinner, suddenly not all can eat 1/4 dinner, then another, and I, then I go back and have another little bit out (less originally) and I can whole flaming back pizza dinner!
This charade must end. I'm so hacked off with my band I can not begin to describe it.
Couple that with the fact that I have the process twice and it still doesn't work...
Are of course to read people and think "Yes, if you then pizza eating..."Pheph!" But I use it only as an example. Actually, I Cook my entire meal from scratch. I eat organic (Heniously expensive) meat and vegetables and limit oil etc etc.
The hellish nightmare BAND is actually the killer for me! Because I eat like a normal person my mood film can actually during the day and I feel like the aspirin, a carving knife and needle and thread out and the damn thing a for all sort out. Is 20 and I'm exhausted, to eat the cost. Every bite is a pain and I'm sick with it - then I access chocolate and crap and sitting in a puddle of despair and self loathing the pits of the deepest darkest feeling to eat prehistoric stinking swamp for garbage.
I was 18, done this thing 2 and a half years had before as I, and now I'm 16 Stone 9.
I am my tear hair out and to be honest, I think I would be better off without him. Like everyone I was willing to put in the hard work, but I have plug for 2 and a half years and getting nowhere. Most of you who have the same amount of time to fight, have actually lost a lot of weight, and life is looks great. My life is exactly the same, because I get on the scale every day it reminds me, that I £4500 flushed acidic. I wish I never had the trouble.
Directly to that annoy anyone.
Abuse and correct to wish my friends somethings got to work.
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